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Im just desperate... Yeah thats the word for me. otherwise why am i such a hopeless insomniac... When the whole world sleeps, with satisfied smiles on their faces, and when sleep lies heavy on my eyes, why cant i simply close them n drift away? What keeps me awake? Must be those sickeningly sweet memories i left back home...what do i want?? Do I wanna break free of all memories n create new ones.. Or do i wanna keep them, treasure them in my heart forever...isnt that a mystery unworthy of solving...lol...its mysteriously uninteresting...