Sunday, April 25, 2010

No regrets. None. Why should I have any? I never lied. Never. Merely stated the facts as I knew and believed them. Its just that those facts have changed. Happiness comes with a price. So did mine. I paid heavily. But at least I'm happy now. That's what matters most, right?

Friday, April 23, 2010

I am me. Finally. And I love being me. Shameless, dumb, slow, bitchy, slutty, selfish, lazy, aimless, self-obsessed, narcisstic old me. And I’m reveling in it.

I’ll never hide myself again. Not for me even

Monday, April 19, 2010

No more bitterness please. Try.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Bike rides and cheesy love songs; late-night phone chats and impulsive gestures...
What's happening to me? And how come so soon. I wasn't prepared to feel this way for ages.

Anyway, who's complaining? Not me :D

Friday, April 16, 2010

I'm so glad :) Everything is turning out so perfect. So far. God, don't jinx it please. I swear I'll kill you. I'm not happy. I'm exhilarated. And it empowers me. Haven't felt this way for years. Must be a dream.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

All my senses keep yelling at me-Donot go down that road again!! But I can't stop myself. I've started already. What else could I do? I don't know any different.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Wow!! God doesn't hate me after all :)