No regrets. None. Why should I have any? I never lied. Never. Merely stated the facts as I knew and believed them. Its just that those facts have changed. Happiness comes with a price. So did mine. I paid heavily. But at least I'm happy now. That's what matters most, right?

I am me. Finally. And I love being me. Shameless, dumb, slow, bitchy, slutty, selfish, lazy, aimless, self-obsessed, narcisstic old me. And I’m reveling in it.

I’ll never hide myself again. Not for me even

No more bitterness please. Try.

Bike rides and cheesy love songs; late-night phone chats and impulsive gestures...
What's happening to me? And how come so soon. I wasn't prepared to feel this way for ages.

Anyway, who's complaining? Not me :D

I'm so glad :) Everything is turning out so perfect. So far. God, don't jinx it please. I swear I'll kill you. I'm not happy. I'm exhilarated. And it empowers me. Haven't felt this way for years. Must be a dream.

All my senses keep yelling at me-Donot go down that road again!! But I can't stop myself. I've started already. What else could I do? I don't know any different.

Wow!! God doesn't hate me after all :)