All new highs, same old lows.

Possessive= Desirous to possess; to own

So much has changed from last time. So much more love, so many more hugs, kisses, tears, smiles. So much more wind in my hair. Its funny how the wrong choices at the wrong time could lead to something so beautiful. Its just like math. Two negatives make a positive.

I N D U L G E !!!

Never thought I would be saying this one day but I hate being a Bengali. They are loud, greedy, selfish, stupid, lazy, mean, rude, fake and utterly obnoxious. In short they are the worst of the lot.
I hate being one of them :(

It’s friendship day. Supposedly. Everywhere I go people start calling out “Happy Friendship Day!!” in the falsely cheery voices of theirs that fools nobody. Do they really mean that? Does anyone of them really give a shit whether you have a good day or not? Why the fuck do the waste their energy and too. Why don't they just shut up n save me the trouble of looking up and acknowledging their silly bonhomie? Why does being nice matter so much to everyone?

And here I am. Sitting in my room all alone. Slowly cutting myself off from everybody I know. They ask me what’s wrong with me. “I’m alright.” A half-truth. You are the only thing that is remotely right about me.

God will do it again. Like he did 5 years back. Latch me along with a thread of hope. And then jerk it all away from me.

Where are you, when I need you? Come back soon. Show me how to smile again. Be the “alright” in my life again.