One last try. After that I give up while I still have time.

I have come a full circle. And it feels damn good.
It's my Happy New Year
I have evolved. I know new words, new gaalis, new emotions.
I'm meaner, more melodramatic.
Still a perfectionist, though.
I sleep less, I eat more. ( Though I stopped gaining weight, so yayy!!)
I dress better. MUCH better!
I dance more. I sing in the shower.
I'm healthier now. I have fewer and fewer cravings for non-veg.
And even less, almost negligible, for booze
I have a real watch now.
Less friends now.
I've lost my virginity too. All of it. :D
I'm great now! Thank You, for asking!

It was all there; the hungry looks across the dance floor, the blistering feet, the sweat, the heat, the hide-n-seek, the peek-a-boo, the adrenaline rush, the music, the slow dancing, the lights, the darkness, the crowd, the solitude, the opportunity. But still neither one of us grabbed it. We’ve both grown up, haven’t we? We think now before moving in for the kill. We actually mull over our actions and curb the deepest, strongest of desires. We actually care. Thank you for being so wrong, but yet the right in my life.

There is an odd sort of satisfaction in belonging to someone; in giving up your everything for another person’s smile. It’s gonna be so easy from now on. I know all your weaknesses. Only I will make you smile, and no one else. We belong to each other. At least for this short forever that we are gonna share together. My lucky star.